The weight of sleepless nights,

And in the end you’re broken not by the rescues you did,

But by those you didn’t.

And in the end you’re broken not by the rescues you did,

But by those you didn’t.

" Come back and make up a goodbye at least.

Let’s pretend we had one.”

And when it hits again I wish i could just run away again. Run into that little dark hole I’ve dug over the years. Just run and hide run and hide run and hide.

But it’s not gonna work like that again.

And the what ifs already plague you even before the decision is made. A decision of delicate balance, a thread between life and death. How could one carry the weight of such unfathomable darkness? Where trust is scarce, and faith even more.

Feeling like a thousand and one years old.

Ignorance is not bliss.

Ignorance is not bliss.

Ignorance is not bliss.

hqlines:

~ Charles Bukowski

hqlines:

~ Charles Bukowski

(via hqlines)

Maybe the hardest decision isn’t deciding who lives and who doesn’t.

Maybe the hardest decision is letting life and death fight their own battles; to let life and death inflict their own pains and joys; while all we can do is watch on and ask,
‘What now?’

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Nightscapes

Oregon-based photographer Matt Payne creates stunning landscape and nightscape photography. Payne uses long exposures and composites to illuminate the dark night skies and to capture the motion of the stars in visually stunning compositions. 

(Source: mymodernmet.com, via noirhaut)

“It takes a very long time to become young.”

—   Pablo Picasso (via hqlines)

That’s why youth is wasted on the young.

“Perhaps the rare and simple pleasure of being seen for what one is compensates for the misery of being it.”

—   Margaret Drabble (via quotes-shape-us)